Nita

 I love journaling, so far. I've noticed that I no longer feel the need to vent to people who otherwise don't want to listen - anyone who reads this is doing so on their own. There's also something different about this than the rest of my journals. My actual, written journals were all under the assumption that no one would be reading them - I've poured out almost every feeling that I have into them and as I read back on them, I find myself embarrassed and kind of bored. With Livejournals, Xangas, Blogspots, and the various blogs I've hosted on my own, I am writing to an audience, usually a very specific one. They're interesting to look back on, but I know I am holding many things back and there is barely anything there. So far I've written here every day, a trend that I don't expect to last forever, but it's been an enjoyable process. I'm not apologizing for not posting so often because I'm not keeping an audience in mind, nor am I keeping this all to myself. Most importantly, I don't see this as a chore. I think that has a lot to do with Dreamwidth also - it may seem a little slow, but I like that!

Things have been very chill lately. We've taken a break from doing weeks of nonstop labor and are just hanging out, playing games, and whatnot. Right now I'm working on an online store that I started last year - yes, working on a website is my idea of leisure. I placed an order for 1,000 business cards so I think I'm going to have to start handing those out! The whole thing has to be restructured and redesigned before I will even consider it though, which is what I'm working on right now. Hopefully it can get done before the weekend!